Very simply, at some point, I began to feel lost and disenfranchised by the life I had dreamed of versus what it felt like when I arrived at the “destination”. I had so much, yet it all felt so empty. On the outside, I appeared happy and content, but internally I was suffering. I would wake up every morning with a sick feeling in my stomach of fear, dread and confusion. And unbeknownst to me at the time, I was suffocating myself with material items and stuff to prevent myself from feeling; the sadness and the emptiness. I was ignoring the emotions, old wounds and outdated belief systems which needed to be looked at and resolved.
Looking back now, I realize that I had what you could call an existential crisis. I was drowning in stuff and accomplishments but on the inside saddled with intense feelings of confusion, being lost, and knowing that there must be more to life. So I went on a journey of exploration of ancient philosophies and teachings combined with a study of consciousness, the unified field and the nature of existence. I was drawn to anything that I could get my hands on and fascinated about what it taught me about myself, our purpose and our existence.
Simultaneously, I began to gradually and consistently practice meditation, self-awareness, yoga, and emotional mastery. In doing so, I have transformed my life in miraculous ways and experience the world in a whole new way. I cannot remember the last time I woke up with a feeling of dread, fear or confusion. So, after experiencing such extraordinary results, it became my mission and passion to share my techniques with the world. I write, teach, share and offer consultation and guidance to individuals and organizations who are interested in changing their lives and businesses through personal growth.
You are an amazing women and I’m honored to be your sister and friend. I look forward to learning more about your journey. Heather
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Beautiful Heather, as you know, the feelings are mutual. Thank you for your openness and constant desire to be and make change. I love you always and eternally. Jennifer
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i followed the thread thought id acknowledge the unfolding where it lead hi!
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hi there, following the thread that led me here thought id say hello
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Hello!
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Journey
Everyone said I was cute
I wanted to be handsome
Everyone said I was smart
I wanted to be dumb
Everyone said I could sell
I wanted to tell a story
And tell it well
I am afraid to risk it all
To make the catch
Not the miss
Be on the precipice
To calculate the odds
Understand
The Consequence
The Denouement
The breakdown after
The Fall
Yet Hope
Springs eternal
Following
Winters cold chill
The Sun also rises
To fulfill the
Summer still
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Self
Fie the notion
Narcissism is not pretty
Not cool
You play the fool
When viewing
Life
In the backround
To stare into the lens
In your hand
Is to see yourself
Distorted
Much like your voice
Recorded
Sounds foreign
The picture of your
Visage
Is barren
Of your whole
The wealth inside
No matter the number
Of shutter clicks
The Self never
Tricks
Itself
A moth knows who it is
The flame never far from
View
A visual reminder
The irony in the image
Is
You
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You are an incredible woman and an wonderful friend. Keep shining your light!
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Thank you so much, Steff. 💗💗💗
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